||[Apr. 13th, 2009|12:30 pm]
Sometimes, I think getting myself drunk is th only way fr me. Th only way fr myself to get away from everything. I know its bad. But thats th only way. Have been drinking alot this week. & now my tummy hurts like crap from all those beers, wine & liqours. I need to control this. I can't & I won't be alcoholic. Yes, am so determined. I need to talk to you girl, but I can't. Unless i talk to you, I'll just continue being this way. You're just making me go nuts. You just can't stop bothering us. Can you stop? DO you know its hurts?